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New Year for a new goal.

Happy a New Year everyone!

How did you spend your Christmas and New Year? It was my first year to be away from my YWAM Bangkok family, and it was so different in a good way.

I saw myself has been through many stages of life, and through those processes I've seen God as my helper who held my hands to walk through all difficulties. There were time that I kept praising him, there were time I was discouraged, and there were time of challenging to change, but the most important to me is that God never let me go from him.

Lately I've been challenged to spend my time in getting to know God deeper. My spiritual life was a bit dry and cold in last few month, and it effected my ministry and how I live my life even my relationship with my family. This year I would like to set my heart in seeking God with all my heart and follow him closely. Since I'm 29 years old, I should be mature in my responsibility and the way I'm a good example to others.

Regarding my creativity and dance ability, I learned that I should do it in order to praise God by declaring who he is and pointing out to him alone. Psalms 150 encourages me to praise with everything I am, with all of my ability, and my life. This would change my perspective of life by keep praising him and let him be the one who receive all honor and glory.

May my life reflect God in a way of blessing and light to this world.

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