Once for a while I'm down in the deep depression of how the world see me. Lots of people express their own thoughts of me and my relationship. What am I value it between what God challenge me or other people's opinion? There is a Scriptures mentions about receiving the advice from the wise, and yes I absolutely admit it as it's necessary for my growth in both relationship and God. But I do need to meditate on those advice. Some of them are not the way of loving me but destruction. I say this because I felt it is. How can you trust in someone who spoke nicely about you up front of you, but speak their very own thoughts how bad they don't like you.. It's just a human and yet need grace of God to give other grace. I've learned that I need to extend grace to those kind of people,too. I'll choose a good thing for myself, and I'll keep looking up to Jesus and reflect on his true word. Jesus is sincere both up front of me and behind my back. I only need to keep