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Our worth is not what we do, but it is what God did for me.

We're just done the book of Philippians, and once again I saw how Paul's heart beats for those whom he loves. Philippians faced many problems in their church, and there was a false teaching about receiving law to make a complete salvation. Somehow through this book, I felt God affirm me as a precious person that God's made, and he totally gave himself up just for me. I'm not worthy to receive it, but it's not what God thought.

I looked back into my personal life, and I found so many thing that I dealt with a bad attitude. I valued people on what they do or blame them on what they've done. This timeless truth just came to me to reminds me that I should give others grace while I'm needing God's grace for my own life. However, my walk with God still continue, and I know that God hasn't finish with me, but I want to recommit myself to give grace and room for people's failures. Whatsoever is an effect to me, I'll take it as a lesson of growing in a way of God.

God, I need your mercy. I want to forgive every single person who has done wrong to me, and may I be forgiven. I want to learn and practice how to be like you, and how to put on your cloth of holiness. As a beloved child, I would love to follow your steps and apply those truth into my life. To be a fruitful person since you've done a wonderful thing in me, and to be channel of sharing your love to every kind of people, I wanna be. May your name be always glorify! Amen.

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