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God's grace

The Grace of God is not only for us to receive the salvation and to be justified, but to strengthen us to endure all the hardship and perseverance in our ministry. One of our speakers taught us in 2 Timothy, and she putted up a good point to remind ourselves again. I was struggling to find what my calling is and how I should carry on the fully heart of serving for his Kingdom. Studying SBS and being staff in this school, my perspective slowly changes, and I admit that God is shaping me into his usable jar of clay. Once I realize that I just want to be an ordinary person who walks after God’s heart and fully commit to God as my Lord, but when I ask myself what I’m doing. Does it result a good thing in other life? Shall I keep moving on or perseverance in the thing that I’m doing? I’m totally lost in the midst of those questions.
I’ve been giving up in many of thing, because I don’t want to deal with people, and I only want to do thing in my own way, so this is why I value myself with how good I can do on my works. Thanks to God as he doesn’t give up on me, and he is dealing with me no matter where I am or what I’m doing. I need to be reminded that because of his grace I’ll be able to persevere through a challenge and hardship time, and I need to face it with joy in the Lord. Living out in what I believe among the staffs and students is quite a challenging lifestyle, but I felt I enjoy it the most. Part of that I’m excited to see that God is working in Thai people’s lives by seeing my students grow in the word and love of God. Here is my calling to build up other for the Kingdom of God, and I shall not give up because I’m living through God’s grace, so I shall persevere and carry out His true message.

May God be glorified through my serving and how I live my life in this earth!

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