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I choose to trust him!

I'm sitting in OT Overview class with the SBS, and we're studying the book of Job. One truth stands out to my heart is that God is our real God whom we should trust with our whole heart. He can do all thing, everything is under his control, and his wisdom is greater than us as a human. His blessings and his love don't go along with our good deeds. Once again I come to the point of confession and repentance that I can't do everything and I can't get all thing under my control. God is the greatest and he is worthy of our praise.


There were many time I try to do thing in my own way and my own strength, sometimes I don't understand why God put me in some situation or I question him how long I should be patient. Now I realize that it's not my business to make God answer all those question of my life, but I should totally trust God because he is only one who is in control of all thing even human's sin. Praise God that I don't need to do thing on my own.. Praise God that he is such a great helper to my life and I should keep walking with him daily.

I forgive to everyone whom hurts me from the past. May God be with them and help them to be strong in him.

Gade

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