It was my second time to sit and hear the news how heavy rain causes the flooding in many provinces of Thailand. People are suffered, and need help. I felt so sorry for those people who stuck in their houses, can't go anywhere, don't have food to eat, and can't work for a while. I really even feel bad when I heard people don't have enough to eat, but they still bringing what they have to the Bud-dish temple to do merit, for they thought the more they being faithful doing merit, the more this heavy rain and bad thing will surely go away. They don't know The One who is in control with the heavy rain, who can do the impossible thing, and the one whom they should ask for help.
Recently I've been listening to many story of bad thing in Thailand, and I felt like the more I hear it, the more I don't feel like this is my homeland, for I can't make any change in this country and I just have to bear all of that along with other Thai brothers and sisters; the big gap between the poor and the rich, or even people step over each other to achieve their goals. I can't believe that 50 thousand of Thai people have to bear with it no matter what. All these happens because they don't know The One who is just and merciful.
I felt like God wants me to turn this thought up side down by praying for a good thing to happen and believe that God is able. I can't look down upon my own country and my people, but I can make a different even it's very small impact, and I do believe that as I have a little faith which is small as a mustard seed, God is still able to use it for a big thing. God cares for his people and he adores his people even more than I can think of. So God, I really need to have this kind of heart for people who don't know Jesus Christ yet, and may you help me to pray and fight for the change of my country, for you're able and you're with us always. May your name be glorify.
Happy a New Year everyone! How did you spend your Christmas and New Year? It was my first year to be away from my YWAM Bangkok family, and it was so different in a good way. I saw myself has been through many stages of life, and through those processes I've seen God as my helper who held my hands to walk through all difficulties. There were time that I kept praising him, there were time I was discouraged, and there were time of challenging to change, but the most important to me is that God never let me go from him. Lately I've been challenged to spend my time in getting to know God deeper. My spiritual life was a bit dry and cold in last few month, and it effected my ministry and how I live my life even my relationship with my family. This year I would like to set my heart in seeking God with all my heart and follow him closely. Since I'm 29 years old, I should be mature in my responsibility and the way I'm a good example to others. Regarding my creativity and ...
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