Love~Faith~Hope

Sitting in the class with SBS students in this couple day, I was encouraged with many truth especially when we're talking about Spiritual Warfare. I started to gain more understanding of who I am in Christ, and where I should stand for, and how I should live my life to win this kind of battle. I would call it as a revelation when I totally see how these thing works in order to win the battle. Many time I usually ask how I shall pray, is there any specific acts that I should do or if there is any place to should go to make it real powerful weapon. I'm so thankful for who God is, because I can learn that God is not a God of rule and a good manner act, but through his grace, he's done all thing for us in order to win the battle. My responsibility is about living my life by know who I am and what Christ has done for me. I need to put every effort in order to live in unity with others. This is so powerful and such an encouraging word for me. Thanks to God for releasing me fr...

Happy a New Year everyone! How did you spend your Christmas and New Year? It was my first year to be away from my YWAM Bangkok family, and it was so different in a good way. I saw myself has been through many stages of life, and through those processes I've seen God as my helper who held my hands to walk through all difficulties. There were time that I kept praising him, there were time I was discouraged, and there were time of challenging to change, but the most important to me is that God never let me go from him. Lately I've been challenged to spend my time in getting to know God deeper. My spiritual life was a bit dry and cold in last few month, and it effected my ministry and how I live my life even my relationship with my family. This year I would like to set my heart in seeking God with all my heart and follow him closely. Since I'm 29 years old, I should be mature in my responsibility and the way I'm a good example to others. Regarding my creativity and ...

Last night we worshipped our God together with all children in Baan Farm school, ChiangRai. I got to meet one of my friend from TLC whom I heard the incredible testimony from, and it was good to take sometime talk to her and let her pray for me. Thank God for that opportunity. =) But the most standing out time for me is God saying to me that he seeks to find me wether I thought I'm not that important or someone who wants to hide herself in the conner. The story of women of Samaria flashed on my mind, and I read this scriptures this morning. I've seen that Jesus did God's will even he is in the status of very tiring and thirsty, and I'm so impress of how this conversation went on between Jesus and this lady. Jesus knows everything about her, but Jesus choose to do God's will by sharing with her the living water and the good news about Jesus is for everyone not only Jew so that whoever wants to worship God can worship him with spirit and truth. I felt a warmth embra...

Last week I was sitting in the church to translate a message which King, our pastor, shared. I'm sure that God wants to reveal himself as a good provider who provide a safe place to any Christian who deals with family conflicts, and it's a Christ family. This is a very big family that have the same value and thought, they also have a same father, and they also walk to eternity together. Most of Thai Christian would face lots of conflict from our earthly families if we are the 1st person who became Christian in our own family. We value life by live in a holiness and love one another while our very own family value money and how much we can get from others. We can't expect that we'll be understood by our earthly family. God also doesn't let us stand alone in this kind of situation, he is carrying our sadness,grieves and suffering through his children. Once we share our heart together with brother and sister, we receive an encouragement and understanding from them. It ...

Hi, I just got back from my trip to visit my dear family both in Phangnga and Bangkok. Lately, I've thinking how important for us to get to know Christ. Not only life changing happen to us, but we live in the better way of loving others. I'm deeply sad in my heart to see thing happen to my family while they are blaming themselves that they didn't do good enough in their lives before. My point is that people didn't know God live their lives in hopelessness. I learnt that God calls me to be a light to my family, so that a new hope will shine in my family. I can't do anything but God. I'm in the state of be quiet and keep praying for my family. Since I'm back to ChiangMai, I'm resting my soul in Christ as well. Today I got to reread a book calls "A Beautiful Way, An Invitation to a Jesus-Centered Life" by Dan Baumann & Mark Klassen. I just read a first chapter, and it reminds me to think of one student from House of One Heart Ministry who ...

I'm sitting in OT Overview class with the SBS, and we're studying the book of Job. One truth stands out to my heart is that God is our real God whom we should trust with our whole heart. He can do all thing, everything is under his control, and his wisdom is greater than us as a human. His blessings and his love don't go along with our good deeds. Once again I come to the point of confession and repentance that I can't do everything and I can't get all thing under my control. God is the greatest and he is worthy of our praise. There were many time I try to do thing in my own way and my own strength, sometimes I don't understand why God put me in some situation or I question him how long I should be patient. Now I realize that it's not my business to make God answer all those question of my life, but I should totally trust God because he is only one who is in control of all thing even human's sin. Praise God that I don't need to do thing on my own....

The Grace of God is not only for us to receive the salvation and to be justified, but to strengthen us to endure all the hardship and perseverance in our ministry. One of our speakers taught us in 2 Timothy, and she putted up a good point to remind ourselves again. I was struggling to find what my calling is and how I should carry on the fully heart of serving for his Kingdom. Studying SBS and being staff in this school, my perspective slowly changes, and I admit that God is shaping me into his usable jar of clay. Once I realize that I just want to be an ordinary person who walks after God’s heart and fully commit to God as my Lord, but when I ask myself what I’m doing. Does it result a good thing in other life? Shall I keep moving on or perseverance in the thing that I’m doing? I’m totally lost in the midst of those questions. I’ve been giving up in many of thing, because I don’t want to deal with people, and I only want to do thing in my own way, so this is why I value myself with...