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Being someone whom Jesus loves.

Last night we worshipped our God together with all children in Baan Farm school, ChiangRai. I got to meet one of my friend from TLC whom I heard the incredible testimony from, and it was good to take sometime talk to her and let her pray for me. Thank God for that opportunity. =)

But the most standing out time for me is God saying to me that he seeks to find me wether I thought I'm not that important or someone who wants to hide herself in the conner. The story of women of Samaria flashed on my mind, and I read this scriptures this morning. I've seen that Jesus did God's will even he is in the status of very tiring and thirsty, and I'm so impress of how this conversation went on between Jesus and this lady. Jesus knows everything about her, but Jesus choose to do God's will by sharing with her the living water and the good news about Jesus is for everyone not only Jew so that whoever wants to worship God can worship him with spirit and truth. I felt a warmth embrace of Jesus embrace my cold heart, and I learned that he loves me no matter what state of my heart is in. Jesus is so true and real to me, and I should be able to share my testimony to other about him.

God, I pray that I'll be able to reflect your life, love and character to others. Let me be someone that you can use and depend on you. May other receive a blessing of you through my life, and I want to give all of me to you. Thanks God for this trip because I gained so much more experience with you, and I'm grateful of your love for my life.

May you be glorify in every situation of my life.

Gade

Comments

Zechariah said…
I pray the same for me and the rest of His Body! Thanks for your words of encouragement and how the Lord is moving in your life.

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